Do everything you can right now, and then decide. In elementary school you walked by my window every day on your way to swim practice. And in fourth grade you started skateboarding. And in sixth grade you wore a Ken Griffey Jr. Jersey every day for like a month straight. And in ninth grade you buzzed off all your hair. And every day I waited for you to walk by my window and it was the best part of my day. I've waited my whole life to feel this. Even though our time together was short, the stars have been burning for every moment of it, and the light from those moments will be shining down for the next thousand years.