喜歡《生命中不能承受之輕》。昆德拉是可以把哲學(xué)寫成小說(shuō)的人。他在書里闡述到的幾個(gè)問(wèn)題。在愛情里同樣困擾我。 比如，非你不可。到底愛情里兩個(gè)人的相遇只是基于巧合機(jī)率還是真的是一種必然，一種篤定。    還有關(guān)于靈和肉的討論，我崇尚靈魂的交流勝于一切。也覺得肉應(yīng)該是靈魂的升華，不該獨(dú)立與靈魂而存在。剛看了《簡(jiǎn)愛》的電影，這是我看的第一本外國(guó)小說(shuō)，一本會(huì)反復(fù)看的小說(shuō)。而這個(gè)版本的電影，也可以不厭的看。        初見時(shí)，她一個(gè)人獨(dú)自在田野散步，靜謐而幽芳。他說(shuō)他的馬都被這種氣質(zhì)蠱惑而致使他落馬摔傷。    他發(fā)現(xiàn)孩子的進(jìn)步，知道簡(jiǎn)是個(gè)努力用心的人。他看到她的畫，發(fā)現(xiàn)了她纖弱的身體里蘊(yùn)藏著力量和深邃。    在阿黛勒的要求下，她給他畫素描，陽(yáng)光下，第一次這樣端詳?shù)赜^察他，這個(gè)男子對(duì)人挑剔犀利，觀察入微，五官長(zhǎng)得這般凝重而嚴(yán)肅。    他發(fā)現(xiàn)她在畫他，問(wèn)Do you think me handsome? No,sir.他被她直率的回答逗笑。    繼續(xù)說(shuō)，There is something very singular about you.You have the air of a little nun.Quaint,quiet,grave and simple.     她說(shuō)Beauty is of little consequence    他看到她畫的自己，忽然有種被看透的微慍和焦灼。    The shadows are as important as the light.這是簡(jiǎn)對(duì)阿戴勒素描的指點(diǎn)，也像是對(duì)他說(shuō)的。    I believe none of us is perfect,I believe none of us without fault to hide.她這樣堅(jiān)定地說(shuō)。    I once had a heart full of tender feelings.But fortune has knocked me about Now I’m hard and tough as an India-rubber ball.    Think there is any hope for me?My being transformed from India rubber back to flesh and blood他帶著一個(gè)神秘的笑容策馬離去。   阿黛勒在跳舞，暖暖的爐火下，他看到她的臉龐，淺淡笑靨溫柔綻放。   那一晚，她救了他，她穿著單薄的睡衣冷的發(fā)抖，他握著她的手，感覺到彼此的交匯。第二天他不告而別，她得知他有相好的有錢人家的女兒，是郡上的美人。看著鏡子中的自己的plain，自嘲地說(shuō)You are a fool   事實(shí)是，他把一切都帶回到她身邊。   他故意和一個(gè)漂亮女子在她面前跳舞，卻注意著她的離開，意識(shí)到她的在意。   簡(jiǎn)離開一個(gè)月去見小時(shí)將她拋棄的姨媽。   回來(lái)時(shí)見到他，瘦削的臉。   晚上，他們?cè)诨▓@相遇。他靠在墻角，一臉哀傷兀自說(shuō)著。Sometimes I have the strangest feeling about you,especially as you are near me as you are now.It feels as though I had a string tied here under my left rib where my heart is.Tightly knotted to you in a similar fashion And when you go to Ireland,with all that distance between us I’m afraid this cord will be snapped and I shall bleed inwardly.他親吻著她的臉，一遍一遍地念著Jane Eyre,Jane Eyre,you strange almost like unearthly thing.I love you as my own flesh   看到這里，忍不住深呼吸，長(zhǎng)嘆氣。   我喜歡我愛的人一直呼喚我的名，那是深情和需要。   或許只有他可以發(fā)現(xiàn)簡(jiǎn)愛的特別。因?yàn)樗麄冇兄嗨频撵`魂，被摧殘后的堅(jiān)韌和沉默，依舊懷揣著善性和責(zé)任，對(duì)美好人事的敏感和信仰。   若干年后，她回去找他，她站在他面前，他卻看不見她了，直到聽到她的聲音。他深嘆一口氣。My brain sill brust.what delusion is this?what sweet madness?How her fingers,her very fingers Jane Eyre,Jane Eyre.So many times I’ve dream of this moment,then the dream vanishes and flies away,just like a dream,kiss me before you go.    I shall never leave you.I will be your friend,your nurse,your companion.You will not left alone for as long as I shall live.   But I’m no better than a ruined tree,I’m the lightening struck and decayed.   You’re not a ruined,sir.You’re vigorous,and full of life,Plants will grow and wind around you.Because your strength offers a safe hold.    我一直相信兩個(gè)有信念的人相愛，是一定能在一起的。也許有部分是來(lái)自年少時(shí)簡(jiǎn)愛的影響。    而如果世間有個(gè)男子如羅切斯特，那我一定會(huì)愛上他，像植物和暖風(fēng)一樣圍繞在他身邊。    如果世間有個(gè)女子如簡(jiǎn)愛，那我也一定會(huì)愛上她，如同承載植物的土地一樣，保護(hù)著她。    我的愛。將是你的皇冠。